[EverLastingLoveAlways, Hamiezatul Aniezah]
~ post #121 ~

Im so pissed off! My anger still here powering myself!

Im off to KK! InsyaAllah aftr 8th =) mama paksa ikt, owh fav her daughter bh, tak dpt tnggal! Esp fr holidayssss

Alhamdulilah, Allah mberikn ku seurg yg mampu mhiburkn dri ku dsaat ku keseurgan, dlanda stress dn sparuh mbuat kaja gila! Sapa nah? U! Ayu! U! Chenta ku!

DST carnival on 5th and 6th December at DST HQ.. Go or not to go? Dnt knw yet, i might bring t kids fr pony rides! I hope those games are free! Hapy school holidays my lovely daughter! 

Lovely daughter has her ugama school starting nxt yr and lovely son has his frst preschool too nxt yr!

i hv a tight schedule this wk, sunday fr my cuzzy engagement day and my aunty Rosni ada majlis bkorban, monday morning going to kastam bndr w t kids, making a new passport fr each of us! KL! Monday aftrnoon also going to bndr SPA, tuesday going to RIPASH, wednesday going to KB, thursday til sunday staying at bndr, monday busy w houseworks n packing, tuesday ujian btulis and wednesday KL! Wohohohoho

Hmmphh i decide to let my prnts go to KK fr their honeymoon! No nd KL fr me! It's tho.. Nxt yr dpt pegi n cheaper prize too! 

I dnt knw why am i so tired to go anywhere! Evn fr swmng! Aarrrghh!! Stress too much eih til i drop?! Honestly it's bn a while i hvnt go fr a swim! I shall gv it a break frst fr this mnth! No swmng fr me, not quit but a rest coz i knw mmng cnfrm ramai urg swmnng this tyme on sch holidays! Evn student dgn ku blajar swmng pun masa anie nda blaku, sibuk ya! Aku na mo seurg blajar, she must join too! Hehe

My frst tyme! Drive my vitara just at 80km/h on hway! Not more, less yes! Feel relax but saket tulang! Hehe 

Feel so sentimental n jiwang m ngilu-ish dada tnyte...

Pack at imigresen bndr evn at 8am the que numbers already out of stock! At last, dtutong jua kmi buat.. Hv too, bsabar sja wlu dlm 3-5hari siap.. Dbndr a day pun dpt siap tue..

Bad news, i taste blood in my throat! Few times, i vomiting blood! Running nose of blood! And... Coughing blood! Isk isk... Serious case but i hvnt go to hospy... Ijab ku kn t diagnose nya nti! Pindik umur?

1/12/09 - Updates, fr sure KL cncel coz i gv a chance to my prnts honeymoon but i dnt knw if they bring t kids along this 6th to KK.. And our passport are ready to be collect! Bkirim swmng gears sja ku.. Aku pegi Miri sja nti, shopingg sna! Kcian kcian kcian! 

2/12/09 - hapy birthday to gojes gurl, kaka Syasya yg ke 6 taun! I miss her! I miss to knw her stories! She is now a big gurl, nxt yr primary one udh.. Im pray fr her gd health n success on her lyfe amin, be strong babySyasya! Ohh i reli do mish her.. To see her face n smile which remind me of someone i familiar w, u! And on 20th fr abg Eman yg ke 10! A big boy udh! Also, pray fr his gd health n success, amin amin... I miss t kids! Im missing them! How i wish i can meet them! Always imagining if they were here w me..... Missing ya kids!

Aku mana stress =) bnr... Mana ku stress! (tia krg!!) 

Hahaaa my swmng coachyyy Adlina! my swmng colliqs, Amy n my vry own Ayu! This december i not manage to get some lessons, too tired of swmng! Okeyhlh, jimat $15 an hr and t half to pay fr a day! Again, proudly can swim freestyle! =) im proud of myself too...

I feel so sentimental n ngilu-ing dada! 

(Ornito - segala bayangmu)
(Anang - separuh jiwa ku pergi)
(Zahid - cinta ku pada mu)
(D'Massive - merindui mu)
(ST12 - saat terakhir)
(Firman - kehilangan)
(Marcell - firasat)
(CT Nurhaliza - aku cinta pada mu)
(Justin - timeless)
(Dygta - kerna ku sayang kamu)
(Maria - kau segalanya)
(Emdee - kasih)

[EverLastingLoveAlways, Hamiezatul Aniezah]
~ post # 120 ~

Back to back fr freestyle of more thn 5x! Proud of me! But cnt do it infrnt of my coaches or someone i knw.. Hahaha weird me!! Not confident eih?

Well, it's bn a while fr my upper abdomen in pains.. A wk more i shall gv it a break to hospy..

I hv bn pushed by my coach during swmng smpai aku nyawa2 ikan.. Hahaha mluruskn gaya tngn thn im done! Nxt tyme aku blajar dtmpt dalam! Kuat ati ku insyaAllah coz someone pkir aku stoopit n babal d ajar nda pndai2.. 

KL here we comeeeee! 9th til 15th! I hope if evrythng settle! Yaahooooo.. Times square! Sunway lagoon! No shopping fr excp fr brg swmng n shoes!

Well hv a plan w amy, i hope nxt tyme arnd mjd our plan anie.. Just cnt wait n waiting fr t reactions!

26/11/09 - went to coffee bean gdg at 10am bfr off to RIPAS hospital to donate blood! My 4th times! I recvd a red bottle hehehe.. Just if i went to Sumbangsih Mulia, i might get an umbrella frm HSBC! Thanks to abg Farizal aka Ak Hj bcoz dgni aku! And tahniah atas pkahwinan mu nxt yr! Im missing my BME-ians! Lepak2 sja jua kelmarin til 4pm

Wht a gd day to njoy on t 26th but at nyte! WTF?!!! Spoil my gd mood! 

Antaaam tah kau dsna atu!! U called me a bitch! And frevr i wl keep tht in my memory!! Diakui dn pbaiki?! Dtagur ntk dpbaiki ada pun nda! Ckp sja! Ckp aku nda nganang jasa kau dtg krmh bila nya ku damam, puluh2 kalie kau krmh brapa kalie tanie nda bkelaie psl hal buduh? Lebih bnyk kau dtg krmh tanie bkelaie dr kau dtg krmh sbgai urg yg sharusnya mjaga n ambl berat psl aku! Jgn kraja djadikn sbgai alasan! Brapa juta kalie kau mungkir jnji mu? Brapa juta kalie kau mlukai aku dgn sikap mu yg endah tak endah? Ckp sja dulu aku yg mau hanya ntk mengikat kau spaya bsma ku slamanya, tp kau sadar kh inda? Dulu bkn main romantik n mbg prhatian! Masa anie? HARAM ADA!! Bkn salahku aku brubah tp atu dr dri mu sndri!

Satu hal, apa alasan mu kau balek tnpa bgtau aku pdhal kau nyrh aku ambil duit d atas tp bila ku turun kau balek udh? Ingat aku amahmu kna d arah2 kn? Apa alasan mu? Ada kau msg/tpun aku mbgtau? Or mnta maaf? Akan ku kenang hal anie smpai ku mati! Kau pnggil aku BITCH pun smpai mati ku kenang!

Wlu kau kaya tp dlm hati jahil nda ku bguna! Ingat kekayaan dpt mbalie smua nya! Ingat kekayaan dpt ngubati hti yg tguris luka! Ingat kekayaan dpt mbagi bahagia! Aku BKN BNI2 YG GILA HARTA MU!!! Dr damit udh ku idup susah nda bduit! Nda ku mati mun ku nda bduit!

Not easy fr me to frgive u.. It hurts me daym much!

Im.. Looking frwrd my new lyfe... How wl it start.. And how wl it end.. Happiness or sadness... I cnt help myself.. Better fr me to gving up.. Im not strong to face all kind of this thngs... Lyfe nvr understands me.. Lyfe nvr listens to me.. Lyfe nvr gv me a gd feeback.. Lyfe nvr understands wht my heart truly want, a love frm a real man who can treat n respect me not gving me some rubbish/sheet-ish... Im all alone in this world, frevr!

Evntho im alone.. I always hv my prnts, my siblings niece n nephews.. I always hv my chenta Munerah.. I always hv my cuz Ayu.. I always hv my dj Ayu, RF and my coach.. I always hv my RTE14.. I always hv them to supports me evntho they knw dnt wht's reli going on to me.. But yet, they always be there! Love u guys! Love u prnts! Love u chenta! 

Alhamdulilah my frens helping me out, they gving me supports and trying to cheer me up, and they are! Im hapy whn im arnd them.. Thank you! Chenta n you kakak! Im glad i hv u guys in my lyfe!

Tiada kata yg dpt d ungkapkn btapa ku mhargai dn sanjungi khadiram kamu dsisi ku d saat ku telah dsakiti dn keseorangan.. Kamu tiada prnh mbiarkn ku mlalui smua ini seurg dri.. Teman ntk ktawa senang dcari tp teman ntk mnangis bsma sukar dmiliki.. Terima kasih semua atas ksetiaan kalian! Sayangi kamu smua wlu ku tak layak myayangi kamu...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL-ADHA.. MAAF ZAHIR DN BATIN..

Assalamualaikum all... Ktemu lagi dlain ksempatan..

[EverLastingLoveAlways, Hamiezatul Aniezah]
~ post # 119~

#119

16/11 

My kids learn how to swim... Well, an improvement frm Haziq, he's gd and learn faster thn his sister Akilah! He do better evrytyme i bring them.. Youngest Harris or Popoh, he's so iski playing w t water.. Evn tho bbir nya biru pucat memucat, masih ia ngusut mnta bwa k aing but tak dpt d dulur lh! Mun cha biru bnr udh + kajar2.. 

An activities fr whole family.. I love to see whn t parents bring their kids along n teach them to swim! How responsible prnts they r.. Evn prnts who can pay extra, they provide a coach fr t kids.. Cool!! Well, i saw w my own how t coach teach them n they hv my trust.. Hahahaa lykely mcm tah ku kn hntr t 3 kids 'bguru'... 

On other notes, i can swim! I gain some skills yg ku curi blajar frm coach hehehe sory coach u guys r t best.. And, proud to chenta Munerah, she also can njoy swimming! Hehehe nti join w coach ahh.. 

So prnts out there, why not u bring ur kids to stadium swmng pool, only pay $2 per adult and $1 per kid (below 12yrs old i thnk) hahaha mcm promo aku ah!! Dnt mind w t money asal satu kluarga spend tyme tgthtr =)

17/11

The second lil niece this yr, a new lil gojes niece frm abg Emi n kaka Evie (dnt knw t date of birth but born in October i guess) 'Alya Bareeza At-Toheera bte Muhd Zulhilmi.. Frst is Nuratikah Thanya bte Md Aslihadi born in March.. Coming soon sapa lagie?? Hehehe

So all my nieces n nephews;
frm Kaka Didi n abg Jimi (pgarang majalah/rancangan tv Pengail) - Syakira, Daniel, Danish n Darwish
frm abg Ajis n kaka Anim - Akilah n Haikal
frm kaka Rinah n abg Emi (Sharin) - Iffah, Irfan, Izzah n Izwan (i love them!!)
frm my sister, Pijah n Roni - Akilah c kaka (Andut/alai/bibih) Haziq c abg (Boboi/ahbui) n Harris c Popoh
frm kak Cheryl n abg Adi - baby Thanya (love this cute lil baby so muchhh!!)
a new comers, frm abg Emi n kaka Evie - baby 'Alya...
(all frm my mom side and nama d dapan is my frst cuzzy.. side frm my dad is just my sister's kids n myb soon frm my ank tua Lumapas who get married last December 08) ada yg trtnggal kh? Hehehe

Im a proud aunty Jijeh fr baby Thanya, a proud babu Bibah (side affect dr drg mliat ceta Habibi n Habibah, lastly drg pkai Bibah not Bibih) fr Iffah, Irfan, Izzah n Izwan... Im a proud babu Bibih fr others... Fr my own niece n nephews, u'tush!! Dnt knw why =P owh yah... How abt baby 'Alya? Babu Mimit or babu Jijih, hahaha so many names fr me!!! But most of all, im proud dkelilingi by kids!!

Bibih/Mimit/Jijih/Amy/Hamie, those are my names!

18/11/2009

Guess wht? Im chatting w abg Bob AF2, messssraaaaaa!!!! Just missing him =) a nice advise frm him since ia sdh kurus atu jua, jgn mkn nasi n exercise!! Wna do tht...

But.. Now im hving my vry gd gastrik (NOT!!!) i dnt knw why it come back again... Adohhhh!! But dnt thnk so w gastrik lh, it bcoz of t pains frm my upper abdomen! Smpai kn muntah sja..

Again, tnyte t pain hits me again! Oh no~~~ i shall bring to hspy asap but i dnt wnt!

Im learning a new tricks fr swmmng! Hehehe so far i can do a freestyle! And myb wht we call? Errrmmm... Gaya katak but im using kaki freestyle.. Breath in breath out... I hope i can manage tht... Inda jua ku babal n bodoh kalie? Heheee apa kata coach atu ah... Just do Kicking style! Soon to conquer gaya butterfly breaststroke kh sma backstroke.. Apa gie? Gaya dolphin ada kh? Hehe but too bad i still dnt knw how to float! Takut rh aing dalam! Coach pun mrh hahaha tp sabar lh ye.. Satu2 dplajari.. So far freestyle n breathing dulu... One day i knw aku bakal kna umban rh aing dalam! So pksa b waspada now....

Busy w trainings... Apa kata c amy... Yg ku kenal dr swmng yg sma2 kmi blajar... Kmi swmmng ntk... Im fr olimpik n sukan sea yg akan d adakn dbrunei nti n her ntk international hehehe we r just joking meh....

Aku bnyk mnum aing swmmng pool smpai puluh2 kali ku btarap in few mins! Kna sindir by coach, jgn dhabiskn aing swmng pool atu..  

December might be going to KK w prnts n babah's siblings.... And mama offer fr KL too!! I wnt KL! Ada c Noreen dsna sma abg Bob, at least ada dgn ku dsna hehe..

This yr raya rugi tak raya dLimbang, abg Bob batah dsna.. Mana jua.. Nda kna msg! Evn them tak dtg raya krmh hehehe

If tikets return to KL murah we wl b flying aftr 12th! Hehehee just cnt wait! I hope tikets murah, i nd a vacation! I nd a holidayssssss....

Went to swmng pool at pusat belia, my frst expression? ewwwww!!!! Frst n last to b there!!! Tmpt mndi n tukar baju dbanjiri aing! Swmng pool nya damit n dlm! Pyh ku kn blajar sna tp aing nya panas! So bad bad bad bad! Better stadium =) thanks Sadiyah fr company us =) nxt tyme see ya again... Tmoro too see ya!

Nxt outing myb nxt wk, hv a training w coaches! Kna sediakn google n kickboard kalie ah! Tak pyh beli... Im proud to say i can do a freestyle now! But not infrnt of people i knw =) my breathing teknik pun ok udh, can do back2back more thn twice nonstop! No more drinking a lot of chlorine waterr.. They r proud of me! Their adv student hahahaaa, Stay out frm aing dlm, t coaches already warn me drg kn umban d sna! Eerrrrrkkkk...

Nxt training, mnta ajar breaststroke and backstroke! Sma... Myalam ujung k ujung tnpa bnafas!

[EverLastingLoveAlways, Hamiezatul Aniezah]
~ post # 118 ~

feeling so unwell.. Since yrstday morning hving a pain at upper abdomen along with vomit, irregular bowel and fever.. Cnt sleep too, hurts a lot! Myb decide to go tk hsptl soon if t pain no less, cnt help w it anymore...

Decide to leave my decision.. Oh man! It's a hard decision!

Missing my little boy...

Soon going to bolkiah to meet t cuz n adorable kids, cnt wait to see three of them!!

Too bad this iPhone cnt upload pictures! Evn i cnt get an url frm my facebook pics too! Haiyoooo..

Well.. Assalamualaikum, God bless ya all... Cheers!

p/s - pretty pls prays fr me if u r worry =)

[EverLastingLoveAlways, Hamiezatul Aniezah]
~ post # 117 ~

U knw i love u?
U knw i miss u?
U knw i always thnk of u?
U knw u always stay in my heart?

Ryte.....????

Evntho evryday evryhrs we not in contact, still those feelings are fr u!!!!

Just in love w u...... Muahz!!

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wht else eih? I dnt knw!! Im craving fr chicken McDeluxe and apple pie!! Wht else?? Waffle frm chill v! Buttemilk chicken!! Tuna toast n hotplate japabese touhu at my place cafe jrudong! Haaaaaaaa haaaaaaa!!! Too many craving foods lyke a person lyke me hehehe... Dulurrr cha bh ahh =P

ohhh waiting my jovan musk! Heheheee

addicted to OREO!!! Evryday at least i ate a piece or two of oreo!! Blame on oreo if i gain weights!!!!

Niece finished exam already, hv few plans fr t kids on school holidays.. ogdc, wayang, swmng pool, visit to historical places, naik boat to kg aing and more!!

Errrmmm....

Assalamualaikum all, cheers!! God bless ya all.... =)